Understimulated


Do not imagine that I am like Father Ted,
the pathologically undersocialized writing
about the pathology of oversocialization; the
pathologically understimulated writing about the
pathology of overstimulation; to the contrary,
I too am the pathologically overstimulated.
Undersocialized, understimulating socialization,
overstimulated with televesion/faux-social
machine-generated stimuli, overstimulated with
books, music, schoolwork, bodily indulgences,
worldly explorations, etc., in a compulsive
attempt to fill all time with stimulation;
to avoid the quiet of the mind's creativity;
however, that is not the case; compulsive
creativity filled the need for stimulation most
of the time; but the silence in the absence of
the creative energy directed outward creates the
cycle of the mind through the thoughts of the
past marked with emotion; the creativity of the
self or the creative engine directed inward; the
cycle that must be interrupted by the constant
stimulation to avoid the emotional consequences;
testing bindings to the outside world that are
so few and precious; dangerous thoughts;